Did i tell you, initially i have 2 mentors. A gal, mary and a guy, thomas. Thomas was supposedly my mentor. But he abandon me. N i hate him for it.

He lose a faithful follower by not signing my timesheet that day. Im no longer going to be like his puppy, holding on to hope that one day he will finally treat me like his disciple. Im not going to continue to try to please him and be hopeful that he will acknowledge me one day.

And because he abandon me, I feel more relax in the office these days. Working w my female mentor is more stressful but at least i have a goal and instructions to follow every day. I feel tt im not wasting my time n life is full of excitement in the office. I dun feel so scared with her. I feel more open to make comments. I feel that she speaks my language n humour.

Life is so exciting this entire week. I get to do a lot of things tt i have never done before when i was under thomas. She brought me into a internal meeting to see how ppl present n how the boss unceremoniously make comments. She made doing OT for another guy more bearable and fun. She made me be almost in charge of the administration work for a new project and i totally enjoy this new responsibility. I hope this kind of feeling can last till the last week.

Thank you Thomas for letting me down. Thank you for being so mean n evil though i always give you credit for the little things you did for me. But apparently you do not appreciate it. Its ok.
Im going to abandon you.

FYP project is also not going so smoothly. I did not manage to get an ADM FYP. But i shall remain optimistic. You never know. EEE FYP might be equally fun too!!:]]]
Thank you silly boy for helping me draft all the emails. Thank you for giving me courage to pick up the ADM fyp when i tot of giving up. Though i did not get any in the end (n i know you were more eager to get one for me than myself. lol), still want to thank you for it:]

I LOVE YOU DEAR!!! TOU TOUS SEND LOVE!!! :]]]

9th February 2009

This week was another CRAZY week. 

it seemed tt the no. of CRAZY week i have has increased since i stepped into a new journey as a j2 student. :[

Summarizing the mundane n boring sch days. It's just chiong-ing hw n resting my fried brain whenever there's a break.

Manage to do some catching up with some frens during the weekends though:] Went to ka jiao sing, ying n ger!! ahaha.. we had not talk since the last time we met. Which is during the Chinese New Year break. This is damn saddening. sigh. Then, i met sokting online. Manage to date her, or rather "booked" her as she called it on 14th March!! ahaha.. it's a special day 4 us singles xp

XueLi's birthday was yesterday. But Gena, weiping n i celebrated 4 her on fri instead!! We met at Bishan around 7.

Met huang jing lun there. he's having an autograph session. 

Somehow, it reminded me of the time when i accompanied stafani to the autograph session for Sweety. I felt so uncomfortable n naughty then xp ahaha.. but i guess im a bit immune to it now.. the SPECIAL feeling is a past now.

Gena was cut off. blah. fine. i admit im a bad photographer!!
The highlight of the day was to get some alcoholic drinks. so we went to NTUC to get 2 bottles. hees. at least this is better than going to some sleazy pub!!

By then, it's already 8 plus plus. After a long day in sch, i could tell tt everyone was brain dead. hees. so we got some coffee before heading to the playground at the back of the library. 

There were loads of RJ ppl there. it seemed tt they r having their orientation around bishan. ahaha.. guess smart ppl has wierd thinking too!! they dressed wierdly n their actions are wierd too.

Oh well. tts not the point. we played "zhong ji mi ma" n drinking was part of the forfeit. 

alcohol+coffee= red face+high wanyan!! ahaha..

BUT.. im not drunk. can still walk straight lor. humph.

mom didnt suspect anything. i even helped sis to make chocolate when i reached home:]