Did i tell you, initially i have 2 mentors. A gal, mary and a guy, thomas. Thomas was supposedly my mentor. But he abandon me. N i hate him for it.

He lose a faithful follower by not signing my timesheet that day. Im no longer going to be like his puppy, holding on to hope that one day he will finally treat me like his disciple. Im not going to continue to try to please him and be hopeful that he will acknowledge me one day.

And because he abandon me, I feel more relax in the office these days. Working w my female mentor is more stressful but at least i have a goal and instructions to follow every day. I feel tt im not wasting my time n life is full of excitement in the office. I dun feel so scared with her. I feel more open to make comments. I feel that she speaks my language n humour.

Life is so exciting this entire week. I get to do a lot of things tt i have never done before when i was under thomas. She brought me into a internal meeting to see how ppl present n how the boss unceremoniously make comments. She made doing OT for another guy more bearable and fun. She made me be almost in charge of the administration work for a new project and i totally enjoy this new responsibility. I hope this kind of feeling can last till the last week.

Thank you Thomas for letting me down. Thank you for being so mean n evil though i always give you credit for the little things you did for me. But apparently you do not appreciate it. Its ok.
Im going to abandon you.

FYP project is also not going so smoothly. I did not manage to get an ADM FYP. But i shall remain optimistic. You never know. EEE FYP might be equally fun too!!:]]]
Thank you silly boy for helping me draft all the emails. Thank you for giving me courage to pick up the ADM fyp when i tot of giving up. Though i did not get any in the end (n i know you were more eager to get one for me than myself. lol), still want to thank you for it:]

I LOVE YOU DEAR!!! TOU TOUS SEND LOVE!!! :]]]

This blog will be literally DEAD till the end of my A levels!!

E last entry is dedicated to those ppl whom im VERY grateful to.
They had made the heavy downpour in my life these few days turn into a slight drizzle. Thankew so much!!

Top on the list will be Sarah(indirectly sophia).
Thank you for your nice nice pasteries. It was so well made tt i couldnt bear to eat it!! Ahaha.. but it still ended up in my tummy. Yummy. You've made my Friday really sweet n happy:]

Thank you Corina for your mango ice n shepherd's pie. I was really surprise n shocked when u appeared at my doorstep with the mango ice i casually mentioned to u on SMS. Although the ice had melted, it's still really yummy!! :]

Thank you Jelly for accompanying me for Chem Lecture these few days. It may be something small n insignificant to u, but without u, i would have been really lost n scared. Thankew for reminding me to do the tutorials:]

Thank you ger 4 the balloon u've made me blown n stepped on in the public. Although it's quite "malu-ating", it sort of represent an official new start for me. n maybe to u too. This may really be the most difficult period of our life, n i just want u to know tt i'll always be here whenever u need me. To jog, to eat dinner, to play marjong when u're sick of studying, to whine about all ur "malu" acts... when u turn back, i'll always be there, reaching out to u..

Thank you Xue Li for seeking me out as ur studying partner. It actually represent how much u trust n rely on me. Thank you so much n im sure we will shine by the end of this year:]