The path ahead of me seemed so unsure these few days.
In the past, the direction is always so clear.
I need to do well for my exam and get good grades. I need to study harder this time round compared to my previous semester.
However, maybe because i reached my final year in University, i start to have doubts about my future.

How can some people live with so little worries? Why cant i be like them?
I think being happy-go-lucky is really fortunate. Sometimes being a little more oblivious to your surrounding is better than being sensitive to all the details and troubles. Sometimes do before thinking about the consequence is better than thinking and not trying it in the end.
I have a tendency to to all the negative traits.

Today, Wensheng asked me to signed up for this career talk by this prestigious company, or so he say. I got scared immediately just by looking at the email.
Why am i so useless!
Maybe the mental preparation to enter the working world is still not there. Maybe i just feel that competing with all the others first class student is like 不知量力. I dunno.

I havent even finished my school and here i am worrying about something not very practical at the moment. Haiz. Big disappointment in myself.